So I haven't been here in a while, and now once again when things are so bad, where do I turn, none other than my blog.
If it wasn't for my 2 girls I would feel like there was nothing to live for. My husband told me that our marriage is over and I am a giant mess. How do I deal with the reality of being a single mom for the rest of my life. How do I let go of the love of my life, my first love, my highschool sweetheart, the only man left on this planet I give a damn about. Times like this make me miss my daddy so much. All I really want is for my dad and my husband to be in my life forever. I wish there was something I could do to make things better, and to keep my family together. My husband is moving to Florida, and me that leaves me either stranded here in Wisconsin or me moving back to Michigan, and still have noplace to go. Life is so hard and I really don't know what to do.
What kind of life are my girls going to have with there parents not only divorced, but living in 2 different states. How fair is life going to be for them when it comes to visitation. I thought I was in so much pain over this, but the ones that are really going to suffer are Kayleigh and Kendyle. How much more can one person take......................I just feel like screaming at the top of my lungs, my heart is in a million pieces and I don't know what else to do!