Day 2

So its another day, one without my husband here with me. I love that he is doing what he has to do to make life better for our family. Our kids are our lives, and we will do anything for them to make their lives better, but this is really hard on me. I am a married mother with 2 beautiful girls, but yet for the last month, and still close to a month to go, I have been in a sence a single mom. I am not cut out for being a single mom, and thank the good lord that I do have a wonderful husband, that loves his family more than life itself. I just am not good at this thing we all call Change. I hate it, I hate it, I hate it. All I want to do is have my family back together. I never ever imagined how hard it would be to have him gone. When we first talked about this I was like ok, I can handle this, he will work, and come home every weekend, no big deal. Then it happened and we realized that we have to save as much money as we can, so that we can move faster, and decided the best way to do that was for him to only come home every other weekend, still the original thought sounded ok, we can do this. Well the reality of it is 14 days has never taken so long to get through, untill you have to have a 14 day countdown, just to have some quality time with your husband. My kids miss him so much; I never knew how much a 2 year old could get depressed. Well thank you for letting me get my feelings out here, as simple as it is to do, it truly makes me feel a little better to just let my emotions flow!! Untill later, have a great day!