I really wish I knew what to do with myself. I feel like I am in zombie mode, and only functioning in life on auto pilot....I really want to talk to my husband, but he won't say one word to me. I feel in my heart that we can work this out, but my brain is telling me it is over. I a so miserable, and I feel so bad for my kids, cause all I have done is sit on my couch and cry, I feed them, and change them, but like I said its like I am doing all of that on auto pilot. I really just miss my husband, and the way things used to be.